War leader

Skype time at 1am. He called me beautiful, told me that he was missing me and wanted to hug me so bad. We sent ourselves a lot of kisses with our hands, and suddenly I saw him do the precious Pushing Daisies hugs through the screen. In French we don’t say “I miss you”, we say “tu me manques”, which is closer to “You are missing from me”. You are a part of me, you are essential to my body, I cannot function without you. That’s what I feel for him everyday, constantly. I miss him so much that I'm only half breathing. No one could ever understand. He's my anchor, and I'm standing still thanks to him. He's my lover, my brother, my best friend, my dad, he's all the men in my life I could ever have. He's everything.