Leaving on a jet plane

I just came back from a 3 week CISV Summer Camp in Praga and I really feel like I’m out of myself. I don’t realize yet that this life-changing experience is over and that I must return to a life I thought was over. The real life. This is really hurting and I feel like I spent all day long crying, trying my best to say goodbye but I just can’t. I miss all of them already so much. No more hugs all the time, no more kiitos, no more flag times, no more energizers… It’s so painful that there’s no words enough to describe it. But still, I am glad I met all these amazing people and above all : I found happiness. The real one. For the first time of my life. I am so thankful for that.